Hey guys. So, I'm not gonna be a nurse.
Let me explain.
I've decided to not go into nursing.
Starting Fall of 2015, I will be an NCSU Hindi student. It will be quite intense and I fully intend on spending as much time as possible becoming absolutely fluent and eloquent in Hindi and then possibly learning Urdu (Pakistan's official language) as well.
Starting Fall of 2015, I will be an NCSU Hindi student. It will be quite intense and I fully intend on spending as much time as possible becoming absolutely fluent and eloquent in Hindi and then possibly learning Urdu (Pakistan's official language) as well.
I kept working it into my mind that I'd be "useless" on the field if I caws not a nurse, and that was idiotic. God can use me in ways that HE wants, its not about what I want. Duh.
It sounds weird and makes no rational sense to me at some points, but I know I am not supposed to live in India right now. I don't know why I am not supposed to be in India right now, but I am quite certain that God wants me to stay in America for some time, for whatever reason. I can't quite explain it.
I don't know when I'll be going back to India. My heart feels unspeakable pain to even think about my Indian Family so far away and I so far away from them, and so far from my lovely, beautiful sister Alexis as well. I'm very confused with where God is leading me, but I know I must follow. I know I have preached that to myself over and over in my blog, but here I am again.
I'm not sure what the end result of a Hindi degree and/or certificate will be. I don't think I need to know the reason. I just need to follow.
So, yeah. I'll be here. In North Carolina. Learning an Indian language for several years. Confusing, but yeah. That's the next step. It makes no rational human sense, but I feel quite strongly that God is providing this as the first step to…well, whatever destination He has.
And it's gonna be rad and also okay.
So, yeah.
